月下独酌

一个男人，一块草地，一瓶小酒，一枚月亮，一缕思念。

还是想起来了

晚上的时候看到了我们4组的集体照，伟大善良美丽矫情的4组集体照。很自然地想起了这里，就来了。看了几篇自己的文章，看了几篇她的文章，发现都快不认识刚来的小孩儿们了。 心里想的是为啥当时tutor们不多布置一点作业让我们写，因为现在看来是那么得好看，呵呵。 其实真希望能在这个地方遇见同学们，特别是那几个让我非常想念的，当然自己清楚那已经不可能了，除非我叫他们来。 预科啊，所有的东西都像点了“保存”键那样存在我小小大脑的某个缝隙里，之前自己还以为忘记了呢。 哪能这么容易忘记呢，就像我现在能一一数出我所有喜欢过的女孩子的名字一样，有7个吧应该，不对，再加一个... 这会儿千万不能一下子打开，打开大脑就要卡机了，我可还没有设置ALT+CTRL+DEL呢。静静地感觉了一会儿，觉得其实这里对于我就像个童话世界啊，哈哈，一个人随便漫游，即使我现在在这里破口大骂，你们也不知道对吧~ 那我就开骂了： 诶呀，算了，这不是君子所为。

现在最想说的是，我最最最最最最最喜欢的情景，就是我们大家一起睡觉的样子！ 咋能这么巧把嗜睡的都搞在一起了？“简直天理难容啊”，tutor们应该这么想，至少老看着我们摇头的那个有点点胖的小tutor曾这么想过的...~叫雅思敏是吧？^-^ 还有，我最最最最最最最最喜欢干的事，就是听路ge做oral report啊，哈哈，湖北英语响当当，听的我丫泪汪汪，简直只能用the burst of the weld来对之进行表彰，这个时刻，我忍不住忍俊不禁了，脑子昏昏的，也不知道这句语病句到底表达的是忍住了没？我反正是想说没忍住。还有，我最最最最最最最最喜欢感受的，呵呵，就是坐在那个地方，那是个一直变着的地方；其实每次都是想去坐的，每次都为那个位置做了估算，该在什么时间到坐在哪里就有可能坐在那个地方，成功没几次，跟我怯怯懦懦的性格很有关系吧，我也不怎么想改，毕竟我没有怯懦到畏强权，lol。

算啦，不说了，希望有人看见@*&……%￥#！）*（，会么，嘿嘿，基督山伯爵说：..........就在等待和希望中。 诶，苦苦的漫长的等待啊，悲催的渺茫的希望啊，你们好~ 下次不知道啥时来咯，加油，做自己和真实的自己~
2：51 10/10/21

一个人的博客

有些东西想找都没法找到的，就像这个地方，已经是我一个人的博客了，做个日记本也挺不错。

明天要复习java了，2点30睡觉。

仰天长笑！

Who else?

Ninety days passed, who else remember this place?
3 months passed, who else come for a review, or, for the lost memory?
A quarter of a year passed, who else wanna leave a message here: my loved groupmates, I'm missing you. Wish you all the best.

alexander

Alexander, the Great
The film is based on the Alexander the Great, the Macedonian King who conquered Asia Minor, Persia and some part of Ancient India. Shown in the movie are some of the key moments of Alexander's youth, his invasion of the mighty Persian Empire and his death. It also outlines his early life, including his difficult relationship with his father, Philip II of Macedonia, the unification of the Greek city-states under the League of Corinth and the conquest of the Persian Empire in 331 BC. It also details his plans to reform his empire and the attempts he made to reach the end of the world.
The plot also illustrates Alexander's private relationship with his childhood friend Hephaestion and later his wife Roxana. Before succumbing to an unknown illness or poison — it is never revealed which, yet both are suggested —, Alexander distances himself from his wife, despite her being pregnant, believing that she has killed his childhood friend Hephaestion.
After conquering Babylon, Alexander admits that Hephaestion is the only person whom he loves. During the film, Hephaestion shows extensive jealousy when he sees Alexander with Roxana and deep sadness when he marries her, going so far as to attempt to keep her away from him after Alexander murders Cleitus the Black in India.
Frankly, I do not think that this movie is a good one. I do not like the character inside. Alexander the Great was not supposed to be like that in history. At last, he turn out to be a bisexual and homosexual emperor. It is quite an awful thing.

Wandering ( Jeg blog10)

It is troublesome and tiring to create some structure-specialised articles. So this time I will just be myself and put down whatever my subconscious indicates. At the beginning of the bridging course, I made a commitment to fulfil myself by working hard on my courses and playing as an active participant as much as I can on every valuable activity. But now it turns out that I failed to meet my “demanding” promise. So many things came out and distracted my mind. Well, I am afraid to say my English is still that poor. Bridging course is a precious time. But it seems too late before I realised that I ought to pay more attention to it. Time flies! And now it is coming to the end. Our tutors are really very great I have to say from the bottom of my heart.  They are willing to help us and hope us would kick well in our future academic majors. And I should have talked with them more. You know my spoken-English is really terrible. Sometimes, I ask myself if I am fully prepared to cope with the university and then I am a little scared. Am I losing my confidence? There are so many acquaintances who do not know much about me. I got problems with them. Talking with them is just like cross-talking. It didn’t make any sense to argue with them gracefully. I should have thought about myself and turned to be more sensible and reasonable about the relationship. I have a good mood today and then I realise that it is a good start. 

Holiday visualization (lugg)

Whew, my stay in Singapore is eventually going to end. In just one and a half month’s time, I will be back in my hometown, Chengdu, again. How wonderful will that be? Regardless of what I have done here in Singapore, I will just get rid of those unhappy feelings, those obsessing problems or whatever, and just enjoy myself. Whenever I think of the coming holiday, I will get excited from the bottom of my heart. It always works, especially when I feel blue.
My flight will carry me back to Chengdu at 2:00 am on July the 17th. I will just pack a few things like some necessary clothes and go back home without heavy luggage. I will arrive at Chengdu Shuang Liu international airport at about 6:20 am. My parents and my twin brother will be there to pick me up. How happy and excited we all will be then! I will have not seen them for like a year and there will be so many interesting things to share. As soon as I come back home, I will not waste time for relaxing. Every minute and every second is precious for me. Maybe after a quick shower, I will go on a trip to travel around Chengdu. I will have left this city for so long and I would like very much to observe it and see the changes that came into being when I was not there.
Then, I would like to meet my relatives. I will have also expected me to come back for a long time. Then I will have a fine supper with my grandmother, my parents, my uncles, my aunts and my cousins. We will have an enjoyable talk while eating and we will laugh happily together. Then I would like to meet my old friends and classmates. Maybe they will all change a lot. We will play basketball together, we will have a meal of nice hot pot together and we will talk about the funny things happened in the past. Then maybe I will go on a trip to some wonderful places with fantastic scenery to get close to the nature. I will enjoy myself very much because I know the mountains and streams of my hometown will be certain to please me.
That is so far what I can imagine. I am sure it will be more wonderful than it sounds now. And I really can’t wait for it to come.