May 28, 2009

The Great Death of Underground Love (YAP 20)

17, 18, 19, it is the spring time in human’s life. Spring is beautiful because of its various life-forms all starting to flourish; human’s spring is beautiful because all emotion-forms start to grow and the love between boys and girls is the most beautiful among all.

Few teenagers dare to express their love to the one they admire immediately, so they choose to love underground. This situation is just like the seeds lying deep in the earth in spring, they are looking forward the bright light, free air in the overground world. It is very comfortable to stay in the earth and preparing to grow. And the longer seeds stay in the earth, the stronger love they hold for the promised outside world. Of course, I am not a seed and I have not been in the earth, you may not believe me, it’s ok. I want to imagine more what I will do if I am in the earth of spring: I will do my best to prepare to be an excellent seed to adapt to the outside world; I will never cease to dream about the happiness that one day I come out of the earth; I will feel sad sometimes because it is so much pain waiting but I know throughout my lifetime it is the most beautiful pain I can feel; I will taste the never-ending process of the love’s becoming stronger and stronger, deeper and deeper, as well as the outside world’s impression on me becoming better and better and finally beyond description; also, I will sometimes show off my talents to the overgound to attract her attention because I believe it is such a good overgound world that I have countless components and I cannot be left behind and I swear to God I will sacrifice all; and I will be discouraged when I see the overgound world shows favor to other seeds but I am determined that the only thing I want is her happiness, no matter with me, or without me…

That is the great feeling of underground love. I still want to be the seed. When another seed told me it is time to come out, I lose my mind and come out, and I died, greatly.

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