A starting one…(lugg)

Hello, everyone! It has been a long time since I wrote my blog the last time. Actually that blog was the fifth blog and it means that this one is my starting blog of the phrase two. OK, now it is distinct that I am starting to right the first blog when there are only two and half more weeks to go for the whole bridging course. It also points out that I will have another 4 more blogs to go regardless of this one. What a pathetic life I am leading!...
Alright, after the preface paragraph, I would like to reflect on why my all life is just a mess. To start with, I want to declare something. I am not that kind of guys who think this bridging course is just a waste of time and who are interested in nothing but games or something else. I do find this bridging course useful and beneficial and I am anxious for my English to progress. I will be delighted if I find that I can speak English more fluently or I get higher marks in any form of exams. Anyway, deep in my heart, I am always intended to study well. However, I have failed to attain this goal, which can be simply told by my blog righting process. I have wasted so much time that I didn't start to right my first blog of phase two until now! Damned, if only I had not wasted the precious time!
After a while, I calm myself down and begin to think of the reason for the horrible consequence. The first thing that comes to my mind is bad time-management. Once I come back to Eton hall from NUS, I always tell myself that, oh, it has been another tough day and I ought to entertain myself, just leave those sophisticated works undone till the weekends and then I will have them all done just in a short time. So, put off all the assignments and those self-study tasks in terms of reciting, memorising, etc, I just throw myself to those computer games, those fascinating movies and I even spend a lot of time in chatting with others. Another reason might be I am homesick and I am not in a very healthy condition. But that’s just not the main reason.
Now, I am regretting. I shall work harder in the last two and a half weeks. I have determined.