Twenty weeks has passed since we got to start our bridging course. I do not want to say “how time flies” because it is a cliché. But it is truly fast. I still remember the first day when we began our first lesson. It is from that day that we started our new study life in Singapore. But now, our bridging course will come to the end soon. I do not want to sigh that I am very depressed because of the end of bridging course. I just want to say something meaningless at wills, to express what I feel now. Maybe it does not make any sense,
Our job in bridging course is to learn English. The purpose of bridging course is to train our English skills in order to make us adapt to the university life. But I feel that I do not make improvements after this course. Furthermore, I think my English level now is even lower than the level when I was in my senior school in China. So I am very depressed and disappointed now. I do not know what happened to me and why it became so. My situation is not so that good and something must change, I think. There are many reasons causing this circumstance. To be honest, I did not work very hard to study English speaking and writing as I expected. At least I did not make every effort to achieve the goal that we have great English communication skills. I am a little ashamed for this issue. However, I do not think this course can help me so much even though I studied hard. The lessons we had seem not to make so much sense. Sometimes I wondered why we waste time to have such lessons, thinking that it could not help my English skills. Perhaps this is my own problem and the course is good and helpful to almost everyone in my dear group. But sometimes for me, it is not so beneficial.
Whatever, I need to strengthen myself in the future. I will face the fact and aim to overcome difficulties. I hope I can do a good job in the coming months to make up for the loss in the past months. that is only my own opinion. That is all.
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what a pity that you think you have not improved and you blame yourself! Maybe you have already progressed yet you have not noticed it. Or maybe you have too high expectation on yourself so that you could not get satisfied. Anyway, i hope you will cheer yourself up and be negative. There is just nothing we cannot get through.
ReplyDeleteDo not be so pessimistic. I think you have improved. Maybe the matter is that your expectations are so high that the bridging course cannot meet them. Yesterday when I went to your room to ask for the pictures I saw the words your wrote on some tip which cling to the wall. After seeing the words I was encouraged more or less. And I think the words can indicate that you are a hardworking student though sometimes you may appear to be asleep. And I think the words also show your ambition. Therefore there is no doubt that your will do well in future.
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