April 26, 2009

Free Me from the Trap I Set For Myself (YAP 20)

I can see, you can see, too, the title is not “We Are All Animals” any more. This shift between titles happens not because I think we are not animals anymore; there is no so significant improvements we had made in the past few months that help prove that we are not animals in fact. I change the title only to save myself, to free myself from the trap I set for myself months ago.

If I continue to write about animals in this first blog of phase two, I will surely write about animals till the end of our bridging course. Now I cannot figure out what kind of animal will be the main character in the article “We Are All Animals 10”, I just feel sorry when I think of the long long queue of 10 kinds of animals who had been subjectively misread by a foolish self-satisfied human being, suing me for imputation in the presence of God. So I decided to stop before when all the things become out of control. Now, after some struggle, I have already got out of that trap, have I?

At this moment, I have another thing to tell you. Some of you my friends wondered why my mind is so “animalized” in your comments; I do not think I can answer it directly. The person whose mind is full of math trickeries is called mathematician, the person whose mind is full of poetic scenes is called poet, the person whose mind is full of policies and so-called truths is called politician, etc. I’m only an ordinary student, not a mathematician, not a poet, not a politician… Then, what can I have in my mind? I think I have answered your question now.

Thinking of the traps I had ever set for myself, I will find myself laudable. There are so many so many traps! Never mind, from now on, traps are to be impoldered, surely enough.

2 comments:

  1. Through your delicate design, this blog does not seem to be completed hurrily in a single Sunday night.
    You referred your "animal-series" as a trap, which, to some extent, confuses me b'cause I myself do not see it the same way. If you interests realy take a share in animals, why will you care what others, me included, evaluate your animal hobby, something out of our view as the material to compose passages.
    You are, if not unique, really special in my opinion, unlike the bulk of ordinarily common people. You, if described by me, are a combination of simpleness and abstruseness. Try to operate the two exclusive power in you, and you will achieve much more stronger powers.

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  2. If you have set a trap for yourself, only you can set yourself free. We are free to believe what we want, no one can take that freedom away from us. Since you like animals, enjoy them, and do not worry what others say. If you want to please others, then you have give power to them to control your thoughts and with that your feelings. That's not very good for you mental and emotional health, is it.

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