April 13, 2009

Things Are Getting Changing (Lugg. 7)

The Sunday before last week, I, at length, made my final decision about which major to choose. I felt released at that time because the major problem had been long bothering me. With a light mood, I took much hope for the next week. However, things seem to get changing in some way, and I find myself busier than before.
Since the research report presented itself into my view, I began to have less time to “waste”. I have to spare time to discuss with my group mates about our topic, which is just the first step of completing our research report. Actually I don’t think we are efficient enough for I sometimes become absent-minded during our discussion. Luckily our topic gained the consent of our supervisor’s. We are now on the way of designing questionnaire. Good luck to our project!
Last Friday was a holiday, but I didn’t believe I was having a day off. De facto, I spent the whole day going over the lecturenotes since we would have exams the following day. This could be the worst holiday since I came to Singapore because my head was about to explode after I crammed for hours. Worse still, what I prepared on Friday scarcely had anything to do with the exams. What a bad luck!
Perhaps the happiest time of last week was Saturday evening, when I went to watch a drama. I think the performers were fairly skilled in the drama even if they are not vocational. I watched attentively all through the drama, trying to figure out the idea. I myself don’t believe in god, but I was also touched by the plot and their excellent performance. It was a pity that I didn’t remember the boy sitting next to me although he had told me his name. He is a Christian, and shows passion and friendliness during that short time. He even invited me to go to front and prayed for me. I felt something of belonging just at that time as if all my sickness and illness, financial problems and debt, emotional despair and sins were taken away from my body. Thanks for granting me the chance!
It turns out that I really have to be efficient to cope with that many tasks. So, no more time wasting and stop procrastinating. Just speed up!

2 comments:

  1. i am really happy for you that you have enjoyed the drama so much!!i can see that you have really had a wonderful time that night as you have talk so much about the drama these days hoo hoo:)
    though we are not christians, to experience the power of belief is also a splendid thing!maybe we have understood more about the true meaning of belief~~.

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  2. Now you see that you efforts get paid. You did so well in the exam. Congraduations!
    I agree with you that choosing a final major really bothered me very much these days. However, what a coincidence that we choose the same major.
    The reserch project makes us learn a lot. It is not as easy as it seems, but I'm glad that I can learn from the experience. Hope you can enjoy the process.

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