Nothing happens for no reason

Nothing happens for no reason
In the past, I always complained when bad things happened. But as days went on, I came to realise that anything happened for some reason. Nothing came from nowhere, it is either the result of the past, or it is what makes your future. I never thinked much of the sorrowable experences before, I couldn’t think back these things with a calm mood. However, now I don’t want to complain anymore, for they are a part of my life and they make me who I am at the moment. I can’t say I am outstanding, but I do surppose, without all I have experiencd, I will be worse than now. It’s quite a magical thing when bad things turn out to be a good opportunity. I considered it was my biggest failure that I got such a bad grade in the college entrance exam, and moreover I didn’t make a good choice , when I chose my university, and when I was in the university, I started to realise I also chose the wrong major, since Business in CSU is a very young major, and I should have choose better major considering my grades. Yes, I nearly did everything wrongly, I should have got a better score, or just with the score I could have gone to a better university , or just in the same university I should have chosen a better major anyway. But fnone of these happened, none was right, all wrong. During the holiday I once wondered why bad things came together in such a vital moment. In fact, complaining did nothing to change the situation, I went to CSU just with a very strange mood which couldn’t be discribed. I was still very sad when I just settled down there, but things happening later proved I would not be in singapore, if I didn’t go to CSU, or I didn’t choose my major. Because in CSU, I have the chance to attend the exam and won the chance to be interviewd and tested by professors from Singapore, I know not so many schools have the project with Singapore,and most of these school select fixed people to attend the tests of Singapore without giving chances to others. I don’t think I would be selected in that way. If coming to Singapore can be called a success, I owe it to my roommates especially the one who is so good at oral English. She is so helpful that she helped me to correct my pronunciations. And in our dormitory we spoke English for two weeks, which greatly improved my spoken English. That’s why I could communicate with the interviewers freely. In fact, in CSU , I also had a lot of failures, I attended many interviews to compete for aposition, and most times I failed . I failed to be selected as the class moniter, failed to enter the student union… I don’t know clearly why I failed in so many interviews till now, but I know what I gained from these---I was never afraid in an interview from then on, which contributed to my interview to study in Singapore
My story is over. Now I am in Singapore, attending a bridging couse. I do not know what will happen in the future and whether there will be good things or bad things. But one thing is certain, they all happen for some reason, and they will help build up my life.